Tuesday, August 25, 2009

wtF

OMG i am out of control.

for the life of me i can't make myself go run-- outside or on the treadmill. here i sit in running attire, NEW RUNNING SHOES, staring out the window at truly ideal running weather, but have absolutely no desire to go. not only do i lack desire, i have an abundance of un-desire. wtf. this is not me and not who i want to be. nooo bueno whatsoever. beyond frustrating and really poor timing considering the fact that, as much as i have chosen to ignore it and deny it, the HALF MARATHON that i whimsically registered for is a mere eighteen days away and i haven't even considered intentionally training for it. omg i am out of control.

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